Dilemma Dilemma Dilemma- You cannot have everything

Hardest lesson I ever had to learn. I still dont master it.

I live in the crazy dream world where I have to get everything I want. My life is a great bowl of dilemma.
I wanted to go abroad to pursue my career yet I wanted to be with my friends. 
I wanted someone to be my closest friend forever yet I dint want them to be mine forever.
I wanted a room to myself yet I wanted a friend to share it with.
I  wanted to complete an assignment and yet I wanted to enjoy with my friends. 
I wanted to keep eating chocolate yet I wanted to stay slim :D

Gosh! The list is endless and its getting trivial.

So here is the lesson learnt. 100% of the time , you cannot have everything. You have to live with your choices and face the consequences. We need to pass every cloud of decision we made and we need to live life without regrets. If not, every day is just about regrets.
Decisions make YOU stronger and your heart weaker. And that's life .
No point rambling about it. Life live and make decisions!

Wake up Girl!

There you were girl. Boldness in your thought, chirpiness in your talk, umpteen friends in your heart and don’t-care attitude in your walk: a sight indeed to watch. I remember you for your vibrancy, cheerfulness and your brightest self. You were not the beauty or the hottie, yet everyone found you the most beautiful for being just who you are. You never fret about life, not complain about appearance. The hardest problem you ever had to face was to explain your father that you will be an hour late. Your life was bliss.

I still love that girl and would cherish every memory of that girl. Coz, she taught me what friendship is, she taught me how to mingle, she taught be how to comfort someone with just silence and she taught me a lot more. For what I am now, I owe her a part of it.

This girl who inspired me sooo much fell in love. She sacrificed her environment completely. She gave up her job, her parents, her friends and the hometown she grew up in entirely for her love. She worshipped her better-half and did everything only to please him.

And what she got in return? Huge load of crap! An ill-treating husband who cares no little about her needs. A guardian, who shut her off of all good things in the world. A deranged psychopath who doesn’t mind stabbing her with legs or killing her with words.

The most painful thing of all this is that she still loves him. She is still ready to do anything for him. She is now a girl who worries about her appearance (Coz her husband hates the way she looks), who lost her individuality and who is treated like a slipper that can be worn when needed. All the self-(confidence, esteem…) has evaded her dictionary.

Is this what love is? If this is what love is about, I pray to god to never make me feel it. I play the almighty to wish upon my friend nothing too grand but just a life of peacefulness.

Wake Up Girl! Its time you see where you were and were you are now! Become strong and face the facts! You deserve better and much better. Wake up Girl! Please wake up before it’s too late!! :(